In My Utopia
Ashes To Ashes
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I've decided to dig a hole
And bury myself in it
Let's see how many clones
Notice or care.
I've decided to drift away.
I've decided to fade away.
I've decided that it's pain that's keeping me sane.
 
I'll be like ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust.
I'll be gashes and slashes
my soul will bust.
 
I've decided to find fault in
Everything that I love
'Cause mistery inspires
And pain creates.
I've decided to cry alone.
I've decided to die along.
I've decided that alone I'll make my escape.
 
I'll be like ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust.
I'll be gashes and slashes
my soul will bust.
 
I'll be happy if you want me to be.
But I won't say, that it's truly me.
I'll be smiling, if you want me to.
But I won't say that my smile is true.
 
I'll be like ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust.
I'll be gashes and slashes
my soul will bust.
 
I've decided to grow two wings
And fly away from here
And let all my pain
Flow through my tears.
I've decided to push away.
I've decided to turn away.
I've decided to escape the cowardly way.
 
I am ashes and ashes.
I am ashes and ashes.
I am ashes and ashes.

July 19th 2000